To kiss my lips will leave you cold tonight, you'll need my blood, and I'll devote my life. Come fly to me, I'll show you what it's like, when the full moon shines, We'll stop hearts together"
Profile QueenieTeo, 1st'April Ask me more to know me! (: DesmondYap, My DearestBaby! We're together since 21 August 2010, 12.21am You meant the world to me Undefined,Unbreakable Love♥ I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Chanel Haohe Huixuan Inez Jiamin Jovina ♥Mandy Marilyn ♥Vivian Zoey Archives September 2011 October 2011 Music Music Playlist at MixPod.com	Saturday, October 8, 2011 HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BLOGGIE ^^ It's been so many days since I last freaking post at my blog :/ Oh well, yesterday was Dearest last paper for N level, last day in school. (: Yesterday afternoon met Aiqin and Amelia, they pei me all the way till 4pm plus. Bus down to meet Dearest and we both headed down to North Bridge Center. Had a job briefing and after that we walked around the whole Bugis Junction and Iluma! Suppose meet them 7pm @ BUGIS! But kana dua, waited till 8pm plus, Z! Went around to find slots for Steamboat but a lot full liao ~ Finally found one. 11 of us! Me, Dearest, Eongjing, Zijian, Cleon, Nic, Jen, Don, Cheekay, Junhao and Zachery! (: Everyone took a lot and eat as if 2-3 years never eat o.o Lol, joke sia. After that, we left around 10pm plus, walked all alley. Cheekay and Cleon vomited! I swear Cheekay was so disgusting :/ Turn around and vomit de ~ Gross! Eongjing also wanted to vomit, end up he go toilet shit :X Then went Iluma, arcade. Left at 11pm plus, bus 133 with Dearest and Nic, Nic alight first :) Dearest and I headed to 339 to buy cigg then home sweet home ^^ Slept at 2am plus. Woke up at 11am today, it's 2.35pm now. Dearest doesn't want to wake up. Z. Gonna head over to Nainai house later. Dearest's Mummy bought breakfast! (: But Dearest haven't wake up, I can't eat D: Shall stop here! Tomorrow my Sister birthday ^^ ♥ Friday, October 7, 2011 HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BLOG :D It's 10 days since I last posted man ~ :/ Didn't really have the time to post and kinda lazy! Okay. I'm tired again, Baby is off to school for his last N level paper :) GOODBYE ♥ Tuesday, September 27, 2011 HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ Didn't post yesterday cause Dearest's internet was down, :/ Dearest skipped school yesterday and we headed for lan @ Chompchomp till 7am today. Tiansoon, Dearest and I wanted to take 136 back Amk, but took the Punggol one o.o Alight at Hougang Plaza, wanted go play pool. But forgotten it's close, open at 10am . Bus back to Amk, Dearest and I fall asleep in bus, luckily Tiansoon woke us up!!! Homed, slept till 6pm plus cause Mummy called. Prepared & went 421 to buy food. Headed down to Nainai's place and hsh ♥ I'm so in loved with this song ♥ I, I love you like a love song baby~ Sunday, September 25, 2011 HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~ It's been like days since I last posted on my blog aye! I'm gonna do it now. Friday was lovely. Fetched Dearestboy from school, went central for lunch (: Headed down to hub and watched Johnny English Reborn AGAIN :D Thanks dear! Rot at home the whole day to play my maple cause nowhere to go o.o Saturday was the most happiest day and AWESOME day ever!! :) Woke up and played maple till 6plus and headed down to Nainai's place for dinner. After that, Dearest and I headed down to 475 to wait for those late comers~ As Usual. Met Junhao, Alson, Eongjing, Donovan, Tiansoon, Cleon and Jenson and go sk. Sk was at Towner road, at Bendemeer o.o There's many people over there. Reached back 409 at 10plus and waited for Dearest cause he sat UncleTony's car. There's something going on and it's kind of boliao o.o Haha, Don keep make us laugh! Engchuan, Kaiming and two other guys came too, and we all slacked around. Went over to 415, planning and thinking where should we all go, planned so long. Eongjing and Donovan went off. The rest of us went Dearest's house downstairs. Tianhaw and friend came. We headed down to Raiders, but tio screened, Z. Only Me, Dearest, Kaiming and Tianhaw kana. Headed to hub after that for Arcade. Most of them played Maximum tune. Left for supper at Mac, and we damn cb. We got many free drinks and fries, cause we thought they didn't give us -.- Okay, forget it. After that we went up for pool and something happened again Z! -'- After that, we started playing. Oh well, I'm rusty~ Played several times with Dearest.♥ So many flashbacks while we played :D Tianhaw was freaking irritating I swear. He closed his eyes and played, disiao, tell jokes and say lame stuffs. He made us laugh throughout the night, but it was really entertaining ley~ Engchuan, Kaiming, Junhao and 3 other friends left, for their saiguan (: Left Me, Dearest, Cleon, Tiansoon, Tianhaw, Jenson, Alson and Zachery only :D Dearest and I left at 4am. Homed, bathed and prepared to sleep. But was wide awake. We headed down to 443 to find Tianhaw they all cause they wanna find people whack. Walked from 443 to 409-407 and back to 409 but found NONE o.o ~ Headed back home and sleep :) Woke up at 3pm plus today and Dearest's Daddy bought food for us. Ate and used computer, prepared and headed down to Sister's place and get things. Saw my lil nephew, omfg, he is just so cute!! After that, bus down to 475. Waited for the 'Late comers' again. Tiansoon, Eongjing, Donovan and Nigel came. Had rojak cause Dearest was complaining hungry, and Jen & Cleon came. Went over to 475 carpark and saw the bunch of kids again, stare non stop -.- Sat lorry down to Khatib for Yunyang's jiatoh. Back at 409 and HSH ♥ Gonna sleep soon cause Dearest got school tomorrow, Goodnight! This post seems so wordy~ Thursday, September 22, 2011 Hiiiiiii blog~ I wanna skip Day 8, cause I don't know what to write at all. ): Yesterday was Dearest & I 13th Monthsary. He skipped school and we head to Sentosa. Dearest lost his virgin on Luge and Skyride because it was his first time playing. Enjoyed ourselves. (: We walked from Sentosa to Imbiah Station then Waterfront station! Universal Studio Singapore. Hahaha, there's not much people there yesterday o.o   Went back Vivo, we headed to Interchange there and took 166 back Amk hub for movie. Watched Johnny English Reborn at 5pm, I swear English is so freaking funny~ Lol. Tucker also :) Enjoyed the movie and I love it, the show make me laugh like mad alright!   After movie, Dearest and I headed to 443 cause he wanted a Haircut badly. After which, we headed to Nainai place till 8pm and Home sweet home :D Watched 9pm show on Channel 8 followed by 10pm show on Channel U with Dearest. Headed down to meet Dearest's mummy for dinner at 11plus @ 332, Awesome meal. Went back home, Dearest and I nua on the bed. He decided to play Blackshot?! Played till 2am plus o.o Gosh.  Woke up at 6plus in the morning thanks to Dearest ): He couldn't wake up when Mummy woke him up, so I woke him up instead. Then 7am, see Dearest off to school (: Back to sleep and I woke up not long ago :) Gonna fetch Dearestboy from school later as per usual. Just fetched Dearest back home♥ I don't know why but you don't seems to understand at all. All I wanted was sometime with you. Though I live here, there's no difference. You spent your time on computer, while I sit beside you see you play. When you're tired, you sleep. When you're in school, less than 5 texts a day. I know, I can't be demanding.. But I just want you to know how I really felt.. I'm losing grip of us. I wanna cry so badly... Wednesday, September 21, 2011 Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/LOVE/crush My love, is what I wanna talk about. I don't want to talk about my past :) I met my love last year between on 13th July. I know him @ Hougang Plaza Pool. He always come for pool session with my friend. I find him cool but action :X All tyco~ Hahaha. My feeling begins to grew for him and I was scared to confess. Because he had another person in his heart at that time, so yup.. Waited~ As time passed, I told him about my feeling for him :/ He felt the same toooo :D But it took him sometimes to get over the past, afterall it's first love (: On 21st August 2010, we are together as an item, I felt so blessed being with him. He dote on me, love me and treat me very good. He is really awesome I swear. We been to Singapore Flyer, Zoo, Universal Studio, Fullerton Hotel and many. Having him, was really lucky of me. He did more than how much I thought. I have so much to say to him, but it's endless~ See below (:  Anyway, this is my boyfriend:   Today, is our 13th Monthsary (: Happy 13th Monthsary, Dearestboy.♥ Time flies, it's been 13th Month since we are together. I'M SO HAPPY!!!!! We have been through up and downs, conflicts that lead to quarrels & more ): All these, I take it as an experience. Because I know it's worthwhile. You're my longest boyfriend, my sweetest love, my lovable Dearestboy. We broke up several times due to quarrels but we didn't really let go at all. This relationship means a lot to the both of us actually, am I right to say so ? We both share the same kind of freaking attitude and temper (abit), Hahahaha. Though we are hard on each other during quarrels, but we learned to give in. I believed, every single thing, make our loves stronger and better :) Dearestboy, I cherish and love my every day with you, Thanks for not giving me up and willing to go through everything with me. Your actions, melts my heart. Promise me, never let me go alright ? Silly lil boy, I love you infinity ♥ Gonna get myself prepare and head out with Dearestboy!!!♥ BABYBOY, I LOVE YOU ^^   Monday, September 19, 2011 Day 5 - Your Dreams To be frank, I have no dreams in my life. Neither do I have any goals. Because I've been through a lot, and I just gave up on my life because I can't go far. I always fail on the things I do, or the things I want to do, won't be successful ): So yup, I got nothing to say :) **Dreaming is a part of life. Everyone dreams. They dream for as long as they live.  Even unborn babies dream in their mothers' womb. Dreams are the roots for the state yet to come.  Dream is an event that takes place in the world of the mind, when the whole physical body has gone to rest. Dreams are the gateway to an inner world, a world just as real as the one outside.  Dreams inform us in a visual language about repressed experiences, and other processes of the unconscious mind.  Dream images and activities, however strange and even meaningless as they may seem, have symbolic meanings. When you are asleep, so is the physical component of your self.  The five senses, smelling, tasting, feeling, seeing, and hearing, plus your ego,  The controlling master, are all temporarily suspended from activity.  Sleeping allows the other sense that you have, the sixth sense,  To take over for a while without much interference.  This is when both the physical body and your spiritual essence, Can perform maintenance simultaneously to help unwrinkle parts of your life.  It’s ironic that this is the state of being that psychics and  mediums practise for years to achieve, and everyone enters it every time they fall asleep. Yesterday was the most horrible day ever. Sunday, and we stayed home all day long. -.- Went Nainai house at 7plus. Homed and watched Johnny English with Dearestboy (: Today woke up, my throat don't feel good already. Sore throat, cough and abit fever.. Dearestboy came home too, cause he was having fever and nose bleeding since morning. Changing aircon in progress, I need my sleep please D: Gonna bring Nainai to KK Hospital later with Dearestboy.♥ Sunday, September 18, 2011 Day 4 - Your Siblings I have a sister, who is two years older than me and she's called Mandy Teo :) We shared many many up and downs, happy/sad moments together. And I love her. From young, what I can recalled, we used to fight, and hit one another badly. Even to the extend of punching. We quarreled, shouted, screamed, and many many more. We are like crazy sisters coming out from nowhere, like from outerspace y'know?   In this family, the only one I can turn to is not my Father or Granny, but my sister.. Maybe it's because of the age gap? Easier to communicate with one another I guess (: Whenever I met with difficulties, like jobless, she will help me find jobs so I won't be jobless. When I'm broke, she will give me money to survive till my pay day come or so. Also, when I quarreled with my Dearestboy, she will be there to accompany me till I'm fine. Although she always nag and scold me, I know it's for my own good actually. Not that I wanna turn out to be almost like you, but this is life, it's all fated already.   I'm glad, to have a sister like you. Though we quarrel, attitude, nothing bring us down. Without you, there's no one I can really speak my heart out. Thanks for everything, you're really awesome ♥ But Kyson is even more awesome than you ^______^ Hahaha. This is my sister: Didn't post yesterday cause was really tired :/ Went Orchard & Fareast with Dearestboy, Eongjing, Jenson & CheeKay to buy clothes. Then had Pastamania again @ Fareast and something horrible happened -.- Jenson was telling a story about someone pouring chilli, then the whole chilli pour out. Ended up, I was pouring some chilli into my Arrabiata and the cap dropped -'- More than half of the chilli was in my Arrabiata ): Seriously, shit right ?! Okay, forget it! ): Bus back Dearestboy's place and we both slept at 6.30pm ? :/ Woke up at around 9pm, watched tv. Left house at 10.45pm and headed to Hub. Bus to geylang for lan :D Went Geylang eat Teochew porridge first. Lan till 6.30am. Bus home with baby and we both fall asleep in the bus :X Bathed and slept till 2pm plus. Woke up for com, then Ahpong came. Slacked, then left house at 6.30pm. Dearestboy, Ahpong & I headed to 404 to meet Ej, Jen, Adnen, Don and Nigel. (: Went over to 409 for dinne :) Came home at around 11pm? Shall watch tv soon!!!! Mac Delivery is on the way~ ♥ Friday, September 16, 2011 Day 3 - Your Parents. My parents? I came from a single family, (: I have the world most awesome daddy. My mummy, left both my sister and I after I was born, and I don't know why also. Frankly speaking, I don't know how she look like, because I never seen her before.. Fat/Skinny? Tall/Short? I know nothing because she left before I was able to see her. I don't have a mother's love, but I have my daddy and granny's love, was enough already. From young, my granny, daddy and aunty took care of me since then. Being a single parent, is real hard, tiring, and people tends to look down on us. My daddy have never given up nor abandon both my sister and I from the very start (: I admit, I was very rebellious at the age of 14 years old. I runaway, smoke, riot and etc. I go in and out of Amk hq, in and out of court. Finally, I was sent to Girls' Home. It's not something to be proud of , but I actually learned a lot when I was inside. The very first parent visit was on the 2nd week after I went in, my father teared so badly. I saw him crying, I cried too. I know I hurt my daddy too badly already... The following week, my granny came, she cried too. I'm sorry to let you all down ): Seeing them cry, wasn't what I wanted, I was just too rebellious.. Sigh~   My granny, was like my mother. She show me her love for us and dote on us. I don't need a mother, I just need my daddy and granny.. I'm truly sorry. ♥ I shall stop here, I don't wanna say anymore.  ***Skipped Day 2 - Your Crush. Because, it's already my past tense and I forgotten (: I realised Tuesday was my last post! Omg, I didn't blog regularly again!!! ): Alright, start from yesterday. Baby's Mummy overslept, so Baby didn't attend school. Both of us, slept till 12plus? Bathed, Prepared and we went down to 332 for our first meal! After that, Dearestboy & I bus down to ICA to re-do my IC that cost me a big bomb!! D: Collected my passport too, awesome!!! Hahahaha! Went down to Golden Mile too (: From Golden Mile, we cabbed down to Bishan for Pastamani!!! AWESOME :D Dearestboy & I headed to Fairprice and bought some ingredient home for today.Dearestboy & I gonna cook :X Hehehe~ Went home to put down the groceries first. Headed down to Nainai's house to see her :D Went off at 8plus and homed. Watched tv on Channel 8 & U. Pei baby, see him play blackshot (: Slept @ 1plus ): I kept waking up in the midnight to sneeze, tiring day it gonna be today!!! Gonna get prepared soon and fetch baby from school, I miss him so much ♥ Stop here for the day (: And thanks to Aiqin, Sheryl, Lingyee, Zhaorong, Laising, Audrey, Savonne, Yuyu. Zoey & her friends, Austin, Cleon, Dearestboy, George and Carter for supporting my lens :) Finally, 30 Cappings :) Xiexienimen ♥ Wednesday, September 14, 2011 Day 1 - Your Best Friend. My best friend? I have a best friend, and we have known each other for less than 2 years :) 2 years seems short, but the thing we went through, was more than how you can imagine. We gossiped, do many stupid things, laugh, play together like some youngpunks.  We always quarrel cause of small lil things, eg. Always bomb me and many~ We drifted in the past.. He had his own world, his own friends, and the person he loves. But one thing, he is always there for me whenever I'm down without fail.  He's my lil brother, someone who will never leave me alone crying/facing difficulties. Frankly speaking, whenever my Dearestboy & I quarreled or break up, I'll cry like mad! I always call him and cry my heart out, and grumbling~ But he never hang the phone up. Though he always make noise, he will keep asking me not to cry, not to think too much. He always make me laugh even though I was so upset~ He got his ways. We used to hang out at Hougang Plaza for pool sessions, or void deck slacking. He have a curly hair, always wearing his pants showing off his BOXER~ -.- And also hanging his keys on his pants like what every guy did, very noisy I swear!!! Didi, Thanks for everything you have done for me. Thanks for being my listening ear. Sorry to let your poor ears suffer :X I'm lucky, lucky to have you as my lil brother. No matter what happens, I'll be here for you too! (: Jiayou in chasing after her alright, don't get too emotional uh! All the best! :D Know who he is ? He is: Kevin Leong Rong Wei. Aka AHPONG!!! ♥ Super long photo ~ :X Awesome lil brother that I have :) I shall stop dedicating for my lil brother :) Oh well, yesterday was a good/bad day! Sold both Baby and I's BB Bold. But it was raining and we are almost drenched. Bought an army phone to use first. Baby and I had been using the same phone since we are together :X Iphone 4 - Blackberry Bold and Now ? Nokia Non-Camera phone!!!!! Hahaha Last night went over to 332 and had dinner with DearestBoy and Mummy ♥ Slept quite late ): Thanks my Dearest Boy for helping me massage my aching back :) Woke up at around 6plus in the morning to close the window cause it was raining!! Fall back to sleep and woke up at 7.20am!!! Baby couldn't get up of his bed! He was still in his dream at that time when he have to leave house by 8am. Gosh~ Accompanied Baby till he went school. Sad thing, I can't sleep cause of the aircon thing. Some repairman came and Mummy went off to fetch Nainai for checkup. Waiting for time to pass, gonna go bathe and prepare to go fetch my Dearestboy♥ I miss him so much~ ): Can't wait to see him!! Tuesday, September 13, 2011  I'm gonna start this as per tomorrow :) Day 1 - your best friend. Day 2 - your crush. Day 3 - your parents. Day 4 - your sibling. Day 5 - your dreams. Day 6 - a stranger. Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush. Day 8 - your favorite internet friend. Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet. Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to. Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BLOGGERS :D Oh well, I always turn lazy when I have a blog, I always forget to update~ Sunday was pretty fine (: Yesterday also, Baby skipped school cause he was tired. Slept till 12plus in the afternoon :/ Hahaha. Had dinner at 407 and something horrible happened. After that, we bought candles and played downstairs Baby's place again, awesome.♥ 3 days straight, we have been playing candles and lantern :X Had a great time with Baby. Slept at 1plus and woke up at 6am o.o Baby headed to school for his N level. Suppose to help Baby with Maple but I fall back to sleep till 9am when we're meeting 10am! Faster helped him, bathed and walked to his school. Ended up, waited 1hour for him ): Quarantine till 10.30am, then quiz till around 11am! I was so pissed oki! Spammed twitter and my sister :X Hahaha. Gastric ~ Cramps ~ Of course pehchek! Baby came out, waited for Jenson and Cleon. We headed to 632 to eat :)  Hehe~ Had MeePok for my first meal together with a coke :D Awesome meal! Cabbed back to Baby's place :) Had a great time with him too, I love it the most. I'm sitting right beside Baby now. He's playing computer and I'm blogging :) Guess what, Baby said he wanna bring me to find my sister later on~ So sweet right! I miss my sister and Kyson so much ): Spent my everyday working with my sister previously. Now that we both ain't working there, I can hardly see her!! Hahaha. Alright, gonna stop here anyway :) Another 8 more days to Baby and I, 13th Monthsary. Time passes so fast, in a blink of eyes. Things are getting better each day, hehe~ Baby, I wanna be your only girl oki? ♥ Saturday, September 10, 2011 HIIIIIIIIII BLOG!!!! :) I realised I didn't post yesterday. Sorry~ Was too tired and spent my day doing my blogshop :/ People, do support my newly opened Blogshop, selling Ifairy, soon Eos too oki :D @ www.gorgeous-eyes.weebly.com (: Price is $26 for Ifairy only!!! Went Taka with Baby, Jenson, Eongjing, Zijian, Donovan and Alson yesterday. Jingwei - 7.61, KST - 8.98, Longkun - 7.56 and Yck CC - 9.23. After that, bus back to Central with Baby, Jenson and Alson. And we separated (: Baby and I headed over to Posb then 339 and finally homed :D Watched Final Destination 5 on Funshion and I find it so disgusting please ! ): Slept and woke up at 11plus today morning. Went 338 for breakfast with Baby&Mummy♥ So tired that I wanna sleep so badly now~ Gonna head down Taka with baby later on. Because today is Yiquan's final and we gonna go support Engchuan, Jiayou!!! :) Shall update another time ♥ Thursday, September 8, 2011 I'm back to blogging but hopefully, I stay on blogging frequently unlike last time. Many things happened since this year start, till today. Good and bad things actually. To be frank, my boyfriend and I broke up during mid February and patched back on May. Our love went up and down, and many weird things happened too. ): I promised, to put the past behind and lead a happy life with Baby but it was hard. I tried all I could to not mention about her at all. But sometimes, I do cause of ~ Things kept in my heart, kept between the both of us. Let bygones be bygones!!!!! Had some family issue with my dad, and I moved out. And staying at Baby's house since then. Work, isn't that smooth too. Life, is full of up and downs. So many to experience infact. Baby is having his N level, and I do hope he does well. He stick to his games like it's his wife!!! ): Baby, we have been quarreling recently, due to small lil things and etc. Sorry for being so unreasonable at times and raking up the past. Give me time ~ I believe, we can get over everything soon. I wanna be with you, as long as we can. Nothing can tear us apart nor bring us down alright? (: 12 more days to our 13th Monthsary and there's more coming up. Don't leave me, like how I won't leave you. Actually, I really love you so much ♥ Nothing can describe my love for you in fact. I wanna forget whatever happened in the past, lead a happy life with Baby :) Re-do my bloggggggggggggggg ~ :D
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay